Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Update: Been a wall for a while.

Hey everyone,

  I know I've been a wall lately but well, its been hectic. Haven't really been eating "healthy" or going to the gym. And haven't been blogging cause my laptop is completely shot and the desktop I have is shit! But let me update you on my life so far.

 No I haven't found God yet, haven't really been to church, but only because 1) I finally graduated from Cosmetology class, next stop state board! and 2) I finally got a job and am starting to get bomb hours.

 Since lent has now been over for the past like week and a half, I have been going CRAZY eating all the junk I couldn't during lent. But starting monday, mark my words I will go back to my healthy organic natural eating, and going back to the gym! Although I won't be where i wanted to by the summer oh well, goals were made to be changed and eventually gotten too :D Definitely need to start cooking for myself again. Lol.


Well not really else much to it, I'll try blogging some more again, but it'll be better when I finally buy my own laptop. (need to take care of my credit card first before i can save up for a laptop) =\

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Motivation: Struggling to keep on track!

Hey everyone,

  So the one main problem I've been having this whole week has been motivation. Haven't been to the gym (except for my 7 mile hike on Tuesday!) this whole week, eaten healthy (or even correctly). My motivation has been lacking!

  One thing for me that is hard is trying to stay focused and motivated. I get lazy and just want to stay at home and eat chocolate! :D Usually its also hard to stay focused and motivated during school but I'm hoping starting Monday (when I start the semester) it wont be so hard for me, i can get back on track with what I eat and my exercise regime!

  It is also hard for my to stay motivated cause my weight on the scale hasn't really changed between 162 or 164. I know I'm not supposed to focus so much on what the scale is saying, but i don't feel any different in my clothes either. Although my C.I.L. told me that I look like I lost weight (apparently my shoulders look smaller?) well anyways, while I've been struggling with my motivation it's time for me to get back on track.

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Vegetarian Living. Healthy Eating. Healthy Life.

Tomorrow will mark one full month of me being vegetarian and eating healthy, organic, and natural foods.
Its funny how when everyone first heard I was going vegetarian...AGAIN...they're initial reaction???

"You're not going to last" "You love bacon too much" but the most important question.."WHY?"

Well here is what I'm going to say, yes i will last, ya i do LOVE bacon, but that's okay, I don't need that anymore, and as for why, because for me, it's healthier, and i don't feel yucky after a meal and I feel more energized.

The one best decision I've made so far for 2013 is becoming vegetarian and to try eating natural and organic foods. And it is one that I intend on keeping for the rest of my life. I've been enjoying playing around and cooking food as well.

In the past month, although I still eat a few "junk" food (mostly popcorn and ice cream and of course CHOCOLATE) I feel more healthy than I ever have.

As well as being vegetarian and eating healthy, today I decided to not drink (except for wine or champagne on special occasions) until i get to my ultimate goal weight :D

And tomorrow I will be going hiking which should be soo much fun :D

I know this post is probably boring and doesn't make sense, but I'm just writing this for myself :D

btw...this would be helpful and better if for those of you who do read it have something you would like me to write about. so don't be shy feel free to give me comments, questions anything...just nothing negative please :D

Friday, January 25, 2013

My Backstory:

  Hey there. Let me tell you a little about me. I'm 21 years old, I'm a cosmetology student and a biochem major. This blog is going to be my story. My story of losing weight, finding God, and finding MYSELF. Let me say this all started my senior year in high school. That's when it all began. I was no longer in dance, instead I was very active in theatre and stage production. Started working at Coldstone. So with that, I started eating fast food EVERYDAY. I would probably eat out everyday twice a day.

But that's not all. That's when I started losing all my friends, my faith and myself. I got so depressed that year and working at Coldstone did not help. All I did was eat, and sleep. I did not want to do anything or go anywhere. That's also when I picked up the nasty habit of smoking. Although smoking helped most people lose weight not me.

So coming back to now, I decided this year 2013, I'm not going to let it be a bad year again. It's time for me to take care of myself. Not only do I want to lose weight this year, but I also want to find God again and bring him back to my life, and with that, I'm hoping I can find myself again. Become a better person.

So I hope you guys enjoy my journey with me, and feel free to leave your opinions.


P.S. I just came back home from Oregon today, and my mom told me she bought me sensa, so ill be trying that for the next six month.

Monday, January 21, 2013

Welcome to my journey

So if you guys read my other blog "2013: Lets make it our year" then you guys know I'm on a long journey for this year. This blog is just the blog I'll be using for my journey. So I hope you guys enjoy